Lord, that I may see
We are like people with weak sight who come to a bright light and are beaten back by the glare. They say, 'I did see for a minute, but now I can't'. The physician applies sharp eye salve to foster their hope of seeing.
Brethren, if something like this has happened to you, if somehow you have raised your hearts to look on the word and, beaten back by its light, you have fallen down to your usual ways, ask him to apply sharp salves.
What are they? The precepts of righteousness: do not lie, do not swear falsely, do not commit adultery, do not steal, do not cheat. You are used to doing these things, and it hurts to give up old habits, but this is what will heal you.
If you give up the healing process, no longer caring to enjoy the light and loving the dark, you will remain in darkness; and by living in darkness now you will be cast into outer darkness where there will be wailing and gnashing of teeth.
Let us love the light, long to understand it and thirst after it so that led by it we may come to it, and there live for ever.
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St Augustine --- The Heart at Rest